Family Gathering

Few days tinggalkan blog kejap sebab sgt sgt bz
for kenduri aqiqah and cukur jambul iman
yang dah lame kitorg hold sbb masing2 sibuk
jadi bila saja saya resign maka ade lah slh seorg yg tidak sibuk
dan ade lah org yg bole wat preps for the event
tu jer reason die.reason lain xde kot
plus dgn besday mak saya hari sabtu ari tu..
xde ape yg special saya bole wat
kalo kt KL, da lame saya bwk mak celebrate
kat restaurant fevret saya kt gardens.name die Alexis
skrg pon sudah rindu fud kat situ..huhuhuh menci
abes diet..
nak share gmbar kenduri iman pon xleh sgt sbb xde pic
kt camera saya cuma ade 1 jer.giler kedek btul kan
abes da yg tkg amik pon snap 1 jer..nk wat cane
kne tgu gmbar from photographer je lah..
kenduri run smoothly.x byk prob.sbb saya organize btul2
fud pon ckup.iman pon ok.nasib la die nak duk dlm buaian tu
kalo x rugi jer byr kalo stkat wat hiasan cmtu jer
duit tu kan.wahh berkire nmpk nye.hehe
sejak2 resign ni saya jadi seorg yg amat berkira.xtau knape
but i'm sure for good reason ;p

hari ni parent saya balik.jadi saya sgt sedey.begitu sedey skali
nak2 bile mak saya menangis dlm kereta.ohhh
lagi hati ku sayu.skrg pon saya sedey lg.
nanti lah smbung lg.sbb mud sedey kembali..

SEE: 1 day to go

Look at my pregnancy tickers.look.have a look.come on.

see.1 day to go rite??

i'm okay.fine.just wondering.is it really 1 day to go

urm i dunno.honestly.look at people surrounding.

everyone i knew.whom pregnant like me.

same week.same months.now holding their baby.

seriously i am jealous.very.how happy they are.

they had gone thru all of these challenges.finally can hold.kiss.touch.

the one that they carries for over 9 months.

ouhh i am very emotional at this moment.dunno why.

and it's getting worst when everybody keep calling me

asking have you deliver..have you giving birth.OMG.

its just..u dunno how am i feeling rite now.

if others feel the excitement of this coming soon baby.so do i

i cud say.i am more more more excited than others.

but just like my mom said..let it be.let it go naturally

he will find his own date.time.okay.

okay.for now.all i can say

i'm still that "mummy to be" of almost 40weeks of pregnancy.

just 1 more day to go and we'll see (*.*) (^_^)

to my baby: mummy cant wait to see u..daddy as well.

No Time

warghh tensi betul..keje melambak2 x abes2
dtg plak si keje baru..bkn takat keje je
keje keje keje keje baru.mmg btul tensi ni xdpt nk elak
haih kasihan kt ini baby dalam *BM nk typo*
kah kah kah..

and the worst thing is i tatau pon proses nk beli umah ni sgt susah
sgt sgt susah lg menyusahkan dan melecehkan
pe lak cite rumah tetibe ni??hmm no time to xplain lah
yg i tau menyusahkan jer!!
i tot kasik je statement2 die nk tu..sign2..bg duit.then
taraaaaa!!dpt lah umah..tp ni beyond beyond my expectations
huh..cepatlah berakhir segala kesusahan ni
nk raya ni..brg2 baby pon x start hape lg..

btw..i dah 23weeks.eh??sndiri pon x perasan
patut lah semakin penat carry over..growing up process goes smoothly :)

Mood Swing

sangat tensi dgn keje yg begitu melambak2
smpai terbawak2 dlm tido dan mimpi
maknenye tido x lena la tu terigtkan keje..
workaholic ke??ehh xpon..ni nm nye stress in silent
yg mane i hate this situation..i mean it..x baik utk baby..
and now rase sgt2 geram.rase mau lempang org jer
tensii tgk my hubby..rush ptg2 just to fetch me
and then rushing back to office.smbg keje balik until midnite
sumtimes rase mo serang je opis die tuh..
sbb i dun have enuff time with him.weekend pon keje gak.
haihhhh tensiiiiiii!!!

Lantak lah.

i pon tatau pe yg i wat..
bajet2 nk kasi imej baru kt blog sementara xde keje nih
last2 jadik cmni..i pon mls nk pkir cmne nk edit
wat mase skrg bia je lah..xmo pkir..lantak lah.
mood dlm tidak baik.sejak2 ditinggalkan hubby
even bkn first time kne tinggal tp kalo da kate pegnen tu
jiwa sensitip sentiase.huh.

Aku kah Itu...

huhuhuhuhuhhuuhuhu
i sangat emosi sejak aher2 ini
dan tak tau pasal ape.xpenah cm ni.
kate muktamadnye emosi.ermm.
xleh2.emosi tu terlalu subjektif ke??
okeh.bia kasik clear skit apekah masalah itu.
huhuhuhhu.

lately rase sangat depressed.
sangat malas.kuat merajuk tapi tak tunjuk.
huh apekah maksudnye???jap pikir jap..
wutever~okeh okeh.lagi?
ermmm suke lonely.xmo org kacau jer.xsuke.
cepat marah.nak2 kt en poyo tuh.
tpi pelik i marah dlm hati jer.
tak ckp or xluah pon kt die.
sumtimes rase nak ckp i tak perlukan die.
ah patut ke tuh????????? *questionaire*
and sumtimes rase rindu giler kt die.
tibe2 rase meluat kt die.
and suddenly rase nak jumpe die tiap mase.

ahah.penat lah.dunno wut happen to me.
and m gettin worried.coz i gettin married.
cehhhh.betul wut??
tinggal bape hari je lagi.bkn.beberape hari.
i shud be happy.excited.nerves.but i dun have it.
really.i dun have it now.huh.
seyesly.very emotional.
sgt tertekan.tension.stress.
padahal baru je tadi hepi2 dating ngan die.
pastuh tibe2 je ilang rase tuh.
gone.away.tak tau p mane.xmo pikir.

malas skang nie.esok nak balek umah.
nk jadik anak emak ngan abah.hiiiiii~
sementara boleh jadik nie.
dan jadi sangat risau psl dorg.
takut.bile keadaan x mcm dulu.
even skrg pon bile nk balek
mak mesti nk nanges.abah mesti tya bile balek lg.
ouhhh touching.i sti rindu title anak emak abah.
i think bile aku dah kawen nti.
boleh ke mcm dulu??
ke mane je dorg pegi i lah di tgh2nye.
i lah pengikut setia.i lah si gedik manja.
i lah pemecah sunyi.penghuru-hara.
erkkk betul ke tuh???layankan je lah.


wuaaaaaa.sedey lah pulak.
dah.xmo ckp g.nk tido.daaaaaa.

G.E.M.E.N.T.A.R

x mo cite pasal xtivity mgu nih
sbb byk sgt nak cite.
later i will update wif pic..erm ade ke????


skang ni cume nak share my feelings
rase sgt gementar=nervous=anxious=worried


sebab esok start di tempat keje baru
yaaaaaa...
perasaan budak baru tuh lame da x rase
jadi sgt takut dan juge gementar



hohohhoho.. *gelak takde perasaan*
cm ne nak ilang kan rase ni.
tak boleh tido ni. *golek kanan kiri sambil kira bintang*

esok kene bangun pagi.
bukan.bangun pagi-pagi.
setelah sekian lamenye
wish me luck!!!

sape ade ubat penenang.tolong bagi sebotol due.pleasseeee

..Sonnet 18..

jum jum ari ni kite romantic2 sket
men2 love poem bagai nih.
bagai ker?aku de satu je nih
tu pon yg fevret jer.pe lagi kan shakespeare lah
sonnet 18.kan dulu se secondary school
de blaja literature.english.
wooh siap hafal g tuh.
kalo nk suh aku explain detail pn bole lah time tuh
tp tu time tuh jer.skang almost forgettable.


ni ler uncle shakespeare yg disebut2 itew.

SONNET 18

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this and this gives life to thee




gmba ni diletak tanpa reason
bajet cam pompuan dalam poem tuh
maybe sebab on top tu ade perkataan summer *dush*
mengong dahh.

..Not My Intention..

mode: happy giler.suke riang.hati bunga2. *ahaks*



reason: no reason.aiyokk.happy with no reason?? *gilak*

once again,

reason: heshhh sume je nk bgtau.okeh.ckit ja xleh over2 ya.

reason: dpt adiah.en poyo bagi.sb tu suke.kalo bole nk senyum tunjuk sume gigi untuk 48 jam seterusnye.hehe



oh okeh.saye mau share kegembiraan hati ne.tuk sape yg sudi jer.

what: sumthing special for me.
when: yesterday.
where: shopping mall.
how: accidentally happen.girl power.perhaps.
why: en.poyo intenionally wanted to give me.rezeki jgn ditolak kan.hehe

i cant show wut it is actually.
tapi boleh tunjuk beg die je lah.
i think kalo u ol tgk ni sure tau pe inside die.hihiihihi


tapi saye sgt happy.skrg pon masih tersenyum lagi.
senyum sipu.senyum malu kucin.seyum kamben.sume2 lah.
asalkan basic.root die senyum.hihhihihi
suker!!!

poyo gile.x pe syok sendri free jer.selagi x saketkan ati org len.
bole aje.



p/s: not my intention tuk bangga diri apetah lagi riak ke atas kamu.ne utk mengurangkan kegilaan saye yg senyum sorg diri mcm pompuan gile aje.

What Else..

lately rase banyak sangat nk tulis kat blog
tapi bile mase nk wat tetibe je
ilang idea.huh.sendiri pon tatau



ade masalah kot.emosi.tak pon
banyak sangat mende nak citer smpai tatau nk tulis pe



ehehehehe ye kot.p xpe lah.bile idea tu dtg balik
ti akan ku sambung cerite2 mengarut ituh.ahaha