Hello Ramadhan

heyyy sekejap je rase dah Ramadhan kan..
saya paling suke bulan puasa sebab nti ade byk byk byk food
dan rambang mata laaa tgk sume..kalo boleh mahu beli semua
tapiii..ha tapi tu dulu.sebelum kawen
skrg dah kawen husband control.die kata saya membazir
huhu.ye kot.sbb slalu yg saya beli saya cuma mkn satu jer,ngee
yg lain suh husband abeskan..huh jaat betol.
tu puasa last year.puasa thn ni lain sikit
sebab dah ada anak.hehe..and saya tak bekerja lg.lg best!!
tapi husband pesan.sebab saya x keje puasa thn ni
kene kurangkan pegi pasar ramadan.saya harus masak sendiri
apekah????adoiii.skrg lagi tgh google google sbb nak list menu berbuka dgn sahur
well management okeh..ahahahaha..itu harus
supaya saya bole bajet brg2 dapur dan tidak membazir.
tgk kan ada perubahan sikap di situ..bagus betul
tapi sekali sekala nak jugak pegi pasar ramadan.teringin gak kan
and ni pon first time puasa kat melaka
pastu tak tau nak cari pasar ramadan kt mane.pasar mlm pon fail
hahahahaha..

so, harap2 husband pulang awal ari ni.sbb dari mlm td die keje
saya terjaga nak sahur subuh td die baru balik.dasat kan??
and pagi die pegi keje balik..nasib die balik kalo x nangis laaa kt umah tu
dah la 1st day puasa, pastu sahur sorg2 pulak.apeeee
tp xyah risau sgt sbb Iman pon dah tukar time tido die
pagi ni die pon sibuk nak sahur.pelik gak.sbb tau2 je die
kul 5 tu mata die celik da main2 sorg kt cot die
kalo die da main tandanya die mmg nk bgn dan dah bgn
bukan nak susu dan tido balik lepas tu.bukan.

saya masih lg google menu berbuka.sbb xtau.
tgk baaru 1st day puasa belum lg 15 ke 20 puasa kan..
tapi kalo ikut saya berbuka jarang mkn nasi.suami pon x kisah.
besenye yg mee ke, mihun ke, kuew teow ke..kuih2 
ok lah kot...x perlu nak tamak sgt nti susah nak terawih..kikiki
thn ni maybe saya x pegi lagi.laaaaa sbb sape nak jaga Iman
huhuhuhuh sedey btul.
tapi ape pon Ramadhan adalah mase untuk kite beramal ibadat
semoga setiap amalan kite diterima Allah.aminn
for those yang mcm saya ni puasa bersama suami dan anak, new xperience!
for those yg baru kawen tu, enjoy it.sbb best ade teman sahur,buka,terawih.
selamat berpuasa u guys!!!

Sambungan..

saje nak share gamba2 masa muda kala dulu
zaman kurus ku..agak terkenang-kenang gak lah
ni pon kire sambungan from previous entry
maybe org dok pikir kurus mcm mn yg ko nak kan
ye lah title pon dah cukup poyo
inikan pula isi kandungannye..so sbb tu lah nak share2
sharing is caring rite? *huk alohh*

ini thn 2009 kalo x slh laaa

err time ni berat ade naik skit..50 kot

raya 2009.kt TM Annexe.yg sblh tu da kawen daaa

ini ngan wanie.ofismate.b4 saya kawen

tp kalo bole ini yg saya mau kan..

gamba2 ni saya organize ikut time frame..ececehhh
gmba yg last skali ni mase tgh preggy 3 bulan kot
mase tu sgt teruk sickness, tu yg nmpk agak susut sikit
and kalo nak compare ngan skrg tgk je kt previous entry Hello Penang  tu
tp tu 2 weeks ago..rsnye kalo skrg nmpk kurus skit kot
hahahahahaha

sbnr nye gmba ni upload smlm so xde la jarak sgt entry ni ngan entry b4 this
tapi sbb smlm sibuk mengecat umah..apakan daya
dan ini first time saya mengecat..hebat bukan?
poyo betul..cat je kot..pe la sgt kan
tp kepenatan mengecat tidak same penat nye
dgn menjaga iman,or buat keje umah or trun naik tga kt offshore tuuu

comot gile..ntah sape la cat nih.. ;p

tak siap lagi nih..ade lagi..ni pon baru base coat
pas ni baru cat ikut kaler sesuka ati saya laaaa
tp ni pon da semput..ptg ni nak smbung lagi..wuuuuuu

ada lagi???

kalo nampak pasir putih lain dr pasir yg kt sblh kiri ni
tu pon ade lg tu..nk letak pasir pulak
sbb kami nak tanam rumput karpet..
pastu baru sikit tu je buat..sbb da malas.
dgn alasan iman menangis.nk susu nk tido
keh keh keh...
saya cuma berharap thn ni husband dpt bonus besar
bole upah saya buat keje2 nih dgn handbag ke kasut ke
tlg doakan skali yerrrr..untung2 saya blanja mkn..hihihihihih

Kecoh kot

berat dah turun..kalo dulu timbang.asik-asik 65
pastu 64,pastu 63..pastu 65 balik.bosan kan
mesti orang fkir, makan ape kau ni x turun2 pon
tapi nk buat mcm mane.saya dah berusaha sedaya mungkin
ade jugak yang kate..saya dah punya anak kalo berat xtrun pon xpe
ade ke mcm tu??tp saya nak jugak kurus balik
so lama2 saya jadi fed up.langsung tak timbang
sebab tau hasil die sama jer.jadi baik x payah!
tp mlm td mase membeli belah house groceries
saya ternampak alat penimbang.mcm nk beli
tp kt umah mak ade.tertinggal.
jadik mcm selalu laaa.pegi je amik test satu.ok ke x
heheheheheehhehehe
and tengokkkk dah turun laaa...bangga gila kot masa tu
sbb kali ni trun dgn agak memberangsangkan
jadi program diet saya berjaya..hoorayyyy
perlu diteruskan lagi sbb saya nk mencapai berat ideal...
so sweeeeett...harap2 raya nti bole dapat kurus mcm dulu
and sampai sekarang saya masih kecoh dgn berat saya
abes satu kampung aku bgtau kot..hahahahaha

Penat

helo.smlm i x blogging
sebab i penat sgt.penat pegi penang pon x abes lg
pastu penat kemas umah lagi
penat menjaga Iman lagi..nak2 skrg ni
tak boleh tinggal langsung.kalo x melalak cam kene rotan
jadi i yg buat keje umah ni sgt la kelam kabut
clumsy.x tentu arah sebab nak cepat nye pasal
tambahan pula i puasa.
hari ni pon puasa jugak..tinggal 1 ari je lg.huhu
kenduri Iman lagi seminggu je
tapi i x buat ape pon lagi sebab
serious penat.

The best experience of mine

this entry just to share my experience giving birth on my 1st baby

everything is unexpected.unpredictable.especially for me yg dah overdue

okay.i pon tak expect i will be in this situation

i tot i akan bersalin early than my EDD.or just at the rite time

but it's a great experience.amazing. unbelievable.and scared for sure.

Wednesday Nov 24, 2010

Today supposedly my EDD.but so far nothing happens

no sign to give birth.no bleeding.no contraction.no water broke and 

i have my last check up with Dr. Jaafar (yup he's a guy and my gynae)

he's a great doc i can say.very soft spoken.very gentle..(puji lebih nk MC lah tu)

so routine mcm biasa lah.check BP, timbang berat, scan, and consultation session

berat i naik lg 1kg in which i noe by end of pregnancy berat xkan naik

it would be maintain or loss.tp i makin naik lah.berselera lg la tu

scan pon okay.takde ape yg pelik.baby position normal.everything is normal.

check my womb still tak bukak lg.at first i tak suke part ni sbb skt skit.

but lame2 okay dah.u won't feel pain when u rilex and calm. (that's the tip)

lastly kne wat CTG.overdue pregnant lady mmg kne wat mende ni

i pon suke.coz we can hear our baby heartbeat.it's like dup dup dup dup dup

and bole tau what stage our contraction.for me during that time.sekali je hahaha

so doc just bg date tuk admit ward and induce.yea paksa bersalin okeh

if nothing happens until sunday then i have to admit next monday on Nov 29 at 8 am

orite pas je check up i sempat lg g shopping.last minute shopping.hehehe

Sunday Nov 28,2010

Woww!i'm still pregnant.still walking.laughing.singing.bathing.sleeping.dgn happynye

Alhamdulillah.takde sebarang masalah dihadapi setakat ini.sudah bagus.hehe

but there's uncomfy feelings inside.like butterflies in stomach.pulsate.

most people said induce lg skt.i don't noe.sooner i wud noe *wink*

all my belongings,baby's belongings sume dah packed.just wait tomorrow come

parent i pon dah sampai.i want my mom by my side when i deliver nanti *sigh* 

sebab semalam check up womb i tak bukak lg my mom bg satu petua.

given by my neighbour.wat milo panas pekat2 campur dgn telor ayam pastu minum

her daughter pon cm i womb tak bukak tp pas minum ni baru ade bukaan

oh yea.i minum.habisss.sgt tough bukan.walaupon ade rase loya dan geli

sebab ade telor ayam mentah..wekkkk.tp terigtkan ckp nurse ri tu.

kalo x bole bersalin normalkena lah wat caesar which is i tak mo sama sekali..

jadi ku telan jua.biarlah sakit dari operate.huh tough bukan?hahaha

Monday Nov 29,2010

Ngee ari sudah siang.awal yer bgn ri ni.huhu ye lah tido tak lena malam tadi

susah ati gak la.7.30 am i da sampai hospital.pegi breakfast dulu kt restoran haslam tu

otw nak pegi tu terserempak ngan my gynae.huhu lg la cuak.tp roti canai tetap habis

keh keh keh..selera still maintain besar.ahaks~

after settle registration sume then heading to maternity level.first thing timbang dulu

ooops naik 1 kg la.dasat.ri tu dah naik 74 ri ni naik 75 lak.hebat betul.

pas timbang i terus masuk labour room 1.the 1st patient okeh..sgt punctual

masuk labour room tu terus je i rase susah ati.sgt sgt sgt susah ati.

da tuka uniform tercantik ni, nurse masuk ubat kt muntot tuk kosongkan perut

huh.tp ubat tu mmg berkesan lah.tak smpai 5minit i da rase perut memulas2 

seb la sempat masuk toilet.huh lega gile.tp pikir gak rugi je makan tadi.

lapa la balik pewut ni nanti.sempat lagi tu pikir anak tekak pewut ni.wakaka

then doc pon sampai.check my womb.ermm baru 1.5cm..gile relief dgr

akhirnye ade lah gak bukaan ni kan.i takut gak kalo x bukak2 lgsg.

so nurse masuk kan ubat kt faraj.this is what we called induce.masuk ubat je pon

mcm tu jer.tp hasilnye mmg memuaskan lah.haha.then mcm bese la wat CTG.

so berbaring lah i di katil sambil tgk cartoon ditemani husband tersayang di sisi katil.setia sungguh

sambil2 tu sempat gak lah ber-BBM.ehehe..kebusanan melanda diriku.

tgk jam kul 10..kul 12..kul 1 tgh hari.doc dtg check lg.tgk takde perkembangan lg

doc tya i dah lunch belom..i ckp la belom.lapa nih.sbb takde ape lg bole la mkn

pas makan masuk blk ubat kosongkan perut tu lg..haih baik xyah mkn kan cani

tgk jam dah kul 2.i suh my husband g makan.mean time my mom teman kan i kt LR

tgk jam lg dah kul 3.time ni baru start contraction tp very mild.kire intro lah ni

suddenly i dgr nurse bising2 kt lua LR i nih..rushing2 kol doc..why why??

ooo rupenye patient sebelah LR i ni dah nak deliver.padahal die admit lmbt dr i

dgr sore baby nangis pastu confirm la die dah selamat.huhu

i mmg down giler lah time tu.ckp kt my husband org lain senang je

nape i susah sgt kan.touching lah time tuh.i da ready mentally physically da

tgk jam dah 4.30pm.doc dtg check up i lagi skali.bukaan still same cam tadi.bosan.

means i kena duk ward malam ni.mase bgn tu mg pening skit la

ye la dr pagi td berbaring je kt katil tu da mcm org koma plak kan.

6 pm my husband anta my parent balik umah we all.lg pon dr pagi td dorg teman i

kesian plak kan..i pon belom deliver lg.so better dorg stay at home je lah

b4 husband i kelua tu sempat lg lah order McD.sakan order hah.nak macam2

sambil tunggu tu i mkn lah sikit food hospital ni.ok lah not bad.

tgh sedap2 makan tibe2 je perut ni sakit.hah dtg dah contraction.haduiiii

langsung ilang selera i nak mkn.husband dah balik bwk McD pon i tgk je

just minum MiLO and some fries.pastu terus tade mood.giler sakit.

nak wat ape pon sume tak kena lah.husband i mmg dah jadi tukang urut time tu

ok lah kurang sikit sakit tu..(makasih ya pak) relief gak la.but still tak leh tido.

it's 11 pm now.tgk my husband dah lena. ni perut sakit nak kejut die tak smpai ati lak

so thn sndri je lah..at last dpt gak lah i lena kejap.tapiiiii tapi tapi tapi

rasanye baru je kot 15 minit tido.tibe2 rase mcm i pee.aik sgt lah terkejut

sejak bile plak i kencing malam plak ni kan.cepat2 bgn tgk.

ehhh kalo kencing pon tak kan byk cmni.i terus bgn.da berdiri pon still kelua lg

OMG!!sah my water broke.tp sempat lg tgk jam tu kul bape.it's 12 midnite

my husband dgr i bising2 kelam kabut terus bangun panggil nurse

lepas je i cleaning myself nurse dtg check my womb.tgk bukaan da brape

still the same.but since i complaint skt sgt so dorg wat CTG tgk my contraction

mase ni i terigt adik nurse tu bgtau "kak induced ni mmg skt dari biase.sabar ye"

haihh adik baik sungguh kamu ni..adik ok sbb i tgk tag die ade IC no..thn 90 tau

so duk la sengsorg ats katil ni terkebil-kebil thn skt ni

bile aje mata i nak lena time ni la nurse dtg check BP weiii bosan betulll..

bape kali agk nye nk check.dr dpt tido lgsg i tak tido.stressed!

Tuesday Nov 30,2010

jam dah kul 3 am and i still menahan skt atas katil ni..by time nurse check BP

terus je i mntk pain killer.gile tak thn dah ni.mata da ngantuk sgt.letih sume ade

pas inject tu baru la i dpt tdo.i terjaga pon nurse check BP lg.dah kul 5 am

ohh at least dpt la tido even few hours je.i terus bgn mandi and siap2

kul 6 am i they brought me to LR balik.the same routine as yesterday

around 8 am doc dtg check my womb.baru 2.5 cm.so mmg kena drip la

then doc tya i if i nak amik epidural or not.i ckp tak mo epidural..berlagak ko eh

doc tya lg boleh ke thn sakit.i jwb i still boleh thn lg even dlm hati skt wehhh

pas je drip kena lak pkai urine bag lak.sbb i tak leh bgn da pas ni.

first time pkai ni.pelik sgt.slalu tgk atuk2 ke nenek yg sakit je pkai ni

tp kali diri sendiri kene.masuk lak kt faraj tu..rase tak selesa sgt.

husband i lak muka nak nangis.die kate sedih, tgk mcm2 nurse wat kat i..alalala 

pas drip tu mmg perut skt gile..time ni contracion da every 10 minutes kot

husband i tya skt kt mane ke ape ke mmg i da tak lyn.org tgh skt byk la soklan die

mmg la die tya sbb nk tlong i kurangkan skt tu..tp tak boleh nk ckp kt mane

rase sume skt...kesian die..hehehe tp he's understanding.luv u b.my mom pon da smpai

give me moral support.thanks mak!!!sempat g ckp "cmni la mase nak bersalinkan ko"

alahh mak ni...gurau lak die time ni. nurse mmg kejap2 masuk tgk i tya ok ke x

ok x ok sgt lah kan..tgk i dah berpeluh2 thn skt ni die tya nak amik pain killer ke

terus i angguk kepala laju jer..tak thn sgt dah ni..tp kali ni pain killer not killing the pain

same je kot.mase tu i mmg da nangis skit kot..tp xde lah berjurai2 airmate tu

nurse yg masuk tu tgk i terus je dia ckp, "puan boleh amik O2 tuk kurangkan sakit"

ape2 lah janji x sakit..so tgn i mmg x lepas la pegang mende tu jer..but still.stilll the same

nurse yg tgk i pon siap ckp lg, amik ke amik ke oxygen tu same je kan..a ah.same jer

contraction i dah every 5 minutes.time ni dah tak pegang tgn my husband lg

i dah pegang holder katil tu...i mmg xmo pegang tgn die kesian tgk merah2..even die xpe2

tp ni mmg dah xthn ni..dlm ati mcm ni rupenya rase skt nak bersalin eh..

i dah berpeluh2 sbb tak on aircond pon kt LR ni..patut la panas jer.tp takpe

my husband suh i bace surah2..bace doa byk2..suh i rilex breathing..fuhhhhh

nurse yg dtg check tgk ckp contraction dah 2 minutes..siap pesan kalo dah rase bgtau

i tgk jam dah kul 11.time ni tetibe je rase nak meneran..mmg i meneran pon

sbb kalo i tak wat pon die dtg naturally.my husband dah panggil nurse dtg tgk i.

tgk dah 8 cm..die ckp kite tunggu sikit lg smpai 10 cm.kene betul2 takut nti koyak

and i pon dah sit in position..nurse tu plak dah kua masuk prepare all the stuff

i try to rilex..bace doa.selawat.dah focus jam kt wall tu cam husband i suh..

then nurse bgtau ok dah nmpk kepala baby..

dgr nurse ckp cmtu suddenly i jadi panic.terus pndg my husband.die tgk i dah tau da

terus je pegang tgn i and ckp push mcm org sembelit..hah??sembelit pon i tak penah kena

nurse tu pulak bg moral support.ckp "ok good.yea mcm tu.teran lg.ha pandai"

ohhh bile lg ni..doc pon da smpai..tp tgk wat bodo jer.just ckp bile sakit baru push

when i really push baru doc ckp "puan thn sikit,kite bius ye"

i pon whatever lah doc..time tuh doc inject kt dlm tu pon tak rase skt dah

ade 2 org nurse with me helps me to get the baby out..

after 2 kali push husband i dah takde kt sblh.die dah kt dpn i blkg doc..

then doc ckp puan saya tolong puan.kite guna vacuum.i just angguk jex kesah lah.

2 times vacuum tu not worked properly..by 3rd time baru dpt..finally kelua gak die

i nmpk doc tarik and angkat die and he is crying.sore baby lahhh

doc put the baby atas perut i.he's wet and i shocked.i hold his hand.very small

looked at my husband with tears and he's just smiling.this is OUR BABY!!!

the nurse hold my baby said " puan ini anak puan.lahir pukul 12 tghari tepat"

i mcm what??12 noon?then doc ckp baby 12 tghari..i noe what is it..

after that doc episiotomy ke keluarkan uri ke sume i dah x rase

tgk my baby hilang sume skt..it's worth.betul la ckp org.antidote of everything

bape byk jahitan pon i tatau.yg i tau last2 tu terasa skt skit.maybe kt kulit kot

my baby dah dibawa keluar.i tatau g mane.and nurse bersihkan i.change pad..

my husband dah kelua make phone calls.then my mom comes in temankan i

give me some water and the nurse came in bring some food..hospital food la

err tgk pon da tade selera.i mmg tak rase lapa pon.even perut kosong

then nurse tu tgk i tak mkn so they make hot milo just to give me energy

and..yeay the baby is coming.time.nurse yg bwk tu siap ckp lg comelnye mulut die

i sengih je lah..then bgtau my husband kalo nak azankan baby 

so pas je husband i azankan die it's time to breastfeed him.honestly for first time sgt susah

i try harder but tak kelua pon.with helps of the nurse baru la manage to bf baby

tu pon 1 side je because the order side clogged up..after bf nurse amik blk the baby

they said dorg jaga and let me get some rest.ohh memang i need that

first time lying on the bed and been pushed to ward.malu pon ade org tgk je

tp nk wat cane i am not allowed to walk.sampai je ward my mom pkai kan sock

then i terus tido.very tired.i woke up after few hours tu pon sbb nk bf baby

ooo this time i really take a look, staring and kissed my baby.

the one yang susah sgt nak kelua tgk dunia ni.smpai kena force lg..hehehe

so that's my experience giving birth Fairel Iman Fakhri..40 weeks and 5 days

4 days warded, 2 kali induced, 2 kali inject pain killer, 1 pain of water, 8 hours in LR

whoaaa..all i can say mase contraction tu rase serik gile nak pregnant lg

but after tgk baby and hold him tightly rase it's worth.very precious.

ok lah lastly yg i could share bersalin tu tak de lah ape sgt tp yg sakit tu ialah

CONTRACTION tu.bersalin ni mula2 mmg takut tp sebenarnye amazing!

for those yang pregnant, nak pregnant, tgh due or overdue cam i ni.hehehe

don't worry.don't scare.there's always a first time kan??

*boleh thn berjela nye....

SEE: 1 day to go

Look at my pregnancy tickers.look.have a look.come on.

see.1 day to go rite??

i'm okay.fine.just wondering.is it really 1 day to go

urm i dunno.honestly.look at people surrounding.

everyone i knew.whom pregnant like me.

same week.same months.now holding their baby.

seriously i am jealous.very.how happy they are.

they had gone thru all of these challenges.finally can hold.kiss.touch.

the one that they carries for over 9 months.

ouhh i am very emotional at this moment.dunno why.

and it's getting worst when everybody keep calling me

asking have you deliver..have you giving birth.OMG.

its just..u dunno how am i feeling rite now.

if others feel the excitement of this coming soon baby.so do i

i cud say.i am more more more excited than others.

but just like my mom said..let it be.let it go naturally

he will find his own date.time.okay.

okay.for now.all i can say

i'm still that "mummy to be" of almost 40weeks of pregnancy.

just 1 more day to go and we'll see (*.*) (^_^)

to my baby: mummy cant wait to see u..daddy as well.

Don't ask me that question pleaseeee

I'm back!!!yeayy finally..

after a few months keep silent.not writing anything.

plus technical problem.contributing to this silence

ecehhh padahal malas kan..takde idea lagi.

tp betul what..lappy i dah bape bulan tersadai kt workshop

tak cukup duit nak bayar cost..bia je lah situ.

hohoho..lagi satu propa.

lappy tu tersadai kt umah ade lah..nak g anta repair

giler malas.sejak2 pregnant ni sume malas

keje malas.wat keje malas.nak makan pon malas gak.

huh.jgn biasakan diri dgn malas tak baik tuk baby

a ah lah..still.sometimes i still lupa yang i ni berbadan 2

bole eh cm tu???dulu la kot

skrg i da 37weeks of pregnancy..impossible la kan nak kate lupa lagi

my journey is coming to the end.i shall call it A great journey

even i've gone thru the worst parts during the pregnancy

but i know that i'm gonna miss this experience.much.so much.

but to face it again let me think twice.triple.times

hehehehehehe

heading to the end of this journey.for sure la i nervous

i panic.takut.nervous.tak sabar pon ade.nak2 bile org asik tanya

"bile due?", "bile start cuti panjang?", "dah ready?", "u nk amik epidural ke?"

ohhh nooo.pls pls pls jgn la tanya i these kind of questions

muak lagi jelik tau x..tau jelik tu ape?tatau?g google tgk.

yang pasti u will know how exactly i am feeling now

by time you get married and pregnant like me.

a good word to say "first timer"

but alhamdulillah.my husband.family.close friends aka bff

courage me.bagi i semangat.advise.tips.make me calm

sebab nak or tak nak i still have to go on.

i still need to give birth.so just take it.face it

hopefully this going to be a great experience to me

*cehh statement motivation diri sndri nmpk nye.bagus!*

i don't know whether next time i blogging

i still pregnant or i tgh confinement.who knows..

1 September 2010

ada ape ngan 1 sept ni??lagi mau tanya ke??

haih kan da bulan SEPTEMBER ni.means no more AUGUST lah yer

berlalu sudah besday i, merdeka day, saat sukar bersama suami (erkk)..lega rasanye

so welcome to September!!!!

yang mana ape yang i suka ngan bulan september ni

first skali adalah HARI RAYA..hehehehehehehe sgt tak sabar

then my bff wedding a week after raya tu..

(p/s:tau tak ling berhari2 i cari baju utk wedding u tau..nsb ade yg sesuai) hihi

and then masa wedding my bff tu boleh la i jalan2 skali kt jb tu

ape yg best nye bile boleh makan bile2 masa je..and makan ape2 je

pastu adalah annivesary perkenalan i ngan husband yg dah 7 thn..weee

dan last skali bulan september ni kan RAYA

so mesti lah banyak open house invitation kan..tak ke best tu

nak2 bagi ibu mengandung mcm i ni yg mmg selera tgh besar (^_^)

ohh ya i am 7 months preggy now!!!hip hip hoorayyy

and si comel dlm tummy ni pon semakin aktif bergerak..

sudah pandai react bila husband ckp2 dgn dia

paling best bila boleh rasa mcm mn dia excited mase we all shopping brg baby

i dgn husband mmg xleh ckp la excitednye..dia yg kt dlm ni pon join excited gak

rasa kelakar and amazing!!

husband pulak ckp habislah kalau dia ikut perangai shopaholic i ni..hehehe

like mommy like baby lah kan..

rasa sgt tidak sabar nk tunggu dia keluar..bestnye bila dah ada baby sendiri *-*

kalau dulu i bkn lah seorg yg suka budak2..apetah lg nk main2 ke agah2 ke

huh dingin betul kan..maybe sebab i takde adik kecik and i lg manja dari adik kot

tp skrg dah boleh rase lah sifat penyayang and motherly tu kt i..ececehhhh 

tu lah orang cakap kuasa Tuhan kan..amin.

okey hari ni i nmpk sgt free sebab boleh ber'blog' panjang2 sakan ni..tak keje ke kan

memang i tak keje pon ri ni..gara2 semalam sibuk membeli belah dari petang smpai ke mlm

dengan meredah hujan panas orang ramai bersesak2 hasilnya ini lah dia...

ape hasilnye???haa lu pikir lah sendiri..wakaka..

tak yah nak wakaka sgt..ni buka nak masak ape ni??buntu buntu

sekarang baru faham mcm mn emak rase bile fikir ape nak masak hari2..hehe

sgt susah okey tambah2 bile dah penat keje..so jawapan nye sama ade

beli belah je kat pasar ramadan atau makan luar atau i call emak tanya nak masak ape

keh keh keh..okey dah2 nak memulakan tugasan seorg isteri yg cuti duduk umah takde wat ape2

dimulakan dengan google..hihihi @.@

No Time

warghh tensi betul..keje melambak2 x abes2
dtg plak si keje baru..bkn takat keje je
keje keje keje keje baru.mmg btul tensi ni xdpt nk elak
haih kasihan kt ini baby dalam *BM nk typo*
kah kah kah..

and the worst thing is i tatau pon proses nk beli umah ni sgt susah
sgt sgt susah lg menyusahkan dan melecehkan
pe lak cite rumah tetibe ni??hmm no time to xplain lah
yg i tau menyusahkan jer!!
i tot kasik je statement2 die nk tu..sign2..bg duit.then
taraaaaa!!dpt lah umah..tp ni beyond beyond my expectations
huh..cepatlah berakhir segala kesusahan ni
nk raya ni..brg2 baby pon x start hape lg..

btw..i dah 23weeks.eh??sndiri pon x perasan
patut lah semakin penat carry over..growing up process goes smoothly :)

Peliknya Pregnant *o*

hi..pls ignore my blog condition yg agak x berapa cantik
i nk edit pon rase malas sgt nk pkir.bia lah dulu wat sementara
heee..ri ni tgk kt my daisy tickers "owh i m heading to 5months lah!"
kejap je rase..tgk2 dah 19 weeks now.but still..tgk ade "BUT" tu yer
but still having the sickness lagi..pity me T____T why me??why???
tp i terima dgn redha dan pasrah jer.dugaan mengandung kan.
kalo x xde lah bezanyer org yg x pregnant dgn org pregnant
maybe some people x sickness teruk cm i.but they r having other things plak

tu lah peliknye pregnant ni.on first 2 months i ok lg.
vomit tu ade but under control lah.selera mkn mcm bese..
usually org pregnant ni suke bnda masam kan.mcm asam ke.mangga muda ke.
well sbb i xmkn asam.jeruk.dri dulu lg.skrg pn same gak.
but i am very addicted dgn mangga.and i xmkn mangga muda.masam!!
which i tgk my sis mkn dgn selambanyer.i mkn mangga yg kuning.masak dan rangup.
hehehe rangup ker?i mean yg keras skit bkn yg lembik msak betul tu..
when heading to 3 months bru i start sickness yg teruk dan teruk
doctor and clinic berbagai2.ubat berjenis2.vitamin.MCs.kesian.
selera mkn pon dah berubah.bkn takat selera mkn je tp yg lain2 gak..hmm

: before pregnant :
- i x mkn mknan yg pedas2
- suke minum orange juice pagi2
- x mkn durian
- mengambil mase yg lama untuk bersiap
- x suke cite hindustan
- suke makan megi..ase cm time study dulu jerk
- mesti pkai perfume b4 klua g memane
- jarang skali mkn eskrim, coklat, anything yg manis2
- cerewet ngan makanan tp kuat mkn..hoho
- i love western food ^_~
- tgk wayang tu mesti.every month okeh!
- yg ni i sgt suke..SHOPPING!!!!!!!

err ni lah a lil bit psl i before i got pregnant.
which is totally changed during this pregnancy...really amazing

: pregnant :
- suke mknan pedas.kalo x pedas xbole mkn.tp doc kate kne kurg kan.huhu
- sgt alergic ngan orange dan hasilnye..x bole nk mnum lgsg
- da pndai mkn durian taw.tp seulas tu jer lah hehehe
- 5 min pon da siap utk ke mane2.dan sgt selekeh x.x
- hindustan?wajib tgk.ari2 okeh.kul 6 channel 108..hahahahaha.addicted!
- everytime mkn megi mesti vomit blk.so skrg dah xmkn dah
- bau perfume buat i pening.juga bau org menggoreng.juga bau conv center.sgt benciii!
- ari2 nk mkn eskrim..tp eskrim terpilih jer..still demanding
- kalo dulu cerewet.skrg lg cerewet.hahahaha..itu x bole nk watpe..keturunan
- ckp lah ape pon.tony roma's,chillis,tgi friday,victoria,apartment dll..xheran pn
- xde desire nk tgk movie pon.dan x rase pelik pon.bese jer
- SHOPPING tu memenatkan.jadi i x kua shopping and i still survive!!

hehehe.dats me.byk kan changes i compared to b4 pregnant.tu lah kuasa i skrg.
ape pon yg i nk mesti dpt.err ni dri dulu cm tu gak kot
cume skrg bile x dpt i nangis.nangis senangisnye.mcm budak kecik.
hubby x ckp dgn i pon i nangis.tinggi sore pon nangis.tetibe je rse sedih...
and i juga cepat naik darah.bnda yg kecik adelah bnda yg besa bg i..
kesian kt my hubby.slalu nye die jd mangsa i.sbb i xlepas mrh kt org len.
pelik kan???xde yg pelik utk ibu mengandung.so bkn slh ibu mengandung yer
hahahahahahaha...

Lantak lah.

i pon tatau pe yg i wat..
bajet2 nk kasi imej baru kt blog sementara xde keje nih
last2 jadik cmni..i pon mls nk pkir cmne nk edit
wat mase skrg bia je lah..xmo pkir..lantak lah.
mood dlm tidak baik.sejak2 ditinggalkan hubby
even bkn first time kne tinggal tp kalo da kate pegnen tu
jiwa sensitip sentiase.huh.

Bersawang-sawang..

wow..paling lame x update blog
huh.bersawang.berabuk.da mcm hutan simpan teluk ramunia daaa
erkk ade ke tmpt tu???kalo xde kite ade-ade kan lah.



okeh.gmba kat atas tu sekadar hiasan.wat cuci mata.
tak taw lah uol mcm tu ke x bile view blog i neh.hehhe

sejak sejak pegnen ni rase malas tu mmg very powerful lah!
i sndri pon xleh control.tu psl berkurun2 blog ni cmneh.
hihihihi sowiii...ampun kan kami penunggu gua.amupunkan kami..
*tuh kesan dari tgk citer p.ramlee yg x berkesudahan ~.^

citer terbaru pon..erm xde lah terbaru sgt kot.citer usang nii
sbb pe2 yg latest sume kt mukabuku i tuh.sape yg ade dlm frenlist leh la usha2
tp xbest pon.bkn cm blog ni.de kaler2..icon2 pelik..animation..
tp kalo dah kate buku tu byk la informasi nyer kan.hihi.

well skrg saye sudah pon pegnen selama 17 weeks.yey!!
hmm yey la sgt.sickness x abes2 lg..buhsan betul.
kekadang rse mcm "haih baby cpt lah klua dr perut ni xsggup dah rsenye"
tp tu rase dlm ati sendri je lah.sbb i masih bole bersbr lg.
just for u my dear!u see mommy sacrifice everything just for u..terharu nye!
hahhahaha.


k.ni hasil dr my first scan.my baby dah ckup sifat :)
kiri skali tu yg bulat tu kepala die.pastu yg mcm railway tu backbone die.
mase scan ni baby i tgh makan.yepp i tgk die tgh mengunyah.amazing kan?!
hubby i ckp..like mother like baby...hehehhe.
x sbr nk tgu deliver baby nih..tp takut tu mmg takut lah.
org kate skt bersalin ni xbole nk cerita.sbb tak tercerita.begitu yer.
so ape2 yg diceritakan pd anda tu maknanye lebih la dasyat dri itu.
wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu....*pls give me moral support*
tp bahagianye bile kite hold our own child tu disisi suami.. ^.^ ^.*
very motherly.parenthood.

owhhh ye..mase pegnen ni i sgt x sbr tgu nk raya.i pon xtaw nape.
tp excited raya tu i dah rse dulu.awal dr uol sume nih.
meluap2 rse nk raya.nk pose.nk2 rase shopping tu..ngeee~
dan azam pose thn ni tentulah pose xcukup sebulan.eh?penah ke ko ckup sebulan?
hehe.tu jgn lah tya.tp target i for this year tuk pose lbh dr 10 hari.
haaaaa.tp kalo x pose nk mkn cmne kt opis tu...
i still nk mkn nasi.or mcD.or mkn kt fudcourt KLCC..xmo la junkfud ni.
hmmm....cmne nih?kalo xmkn sti letih giler.letih xterkire.
ooooo i mmg expert bab2 cari alasan x pose nih..hehe.well natural gift 'o'

tp kan i nk pakai bju raya ape thn ni?first year raya dgn suami.
first year raya dgn 2 family.takut la pulak.da lah xpenah beraya kt tmpt lain.
tak penah buat keje mase mlm raya.plg kuat pon isi kuih dlm bekas.tu jer.
x pon keje i hidang menghidang.bab masak2 ni xpenah lg.alaa cmne ni.
pastu da la time tu i da 7 bulan.nk masuk 8 bulan kot.agak sarat.
baju ape pon bole pkai.so dri skrg i da search baju raya i...
hehe semangat u.semangat mkn byk tu lg lah xleh nk citer kan.ekekeke
and then a week after my best friend's wedding plak..
hah lg lah.xkan la nk pkai gaun bju mengandung plak.jatuh la standard i..
ececeh..standard bagai plak.da nme pon mak buyung pe je bole pkai.
baju kurung.baju kurung pahang.blouse.ke jubah je kan..
huh.buntu2.i buntu ni.baju raya.baju kenduri kawen.version pregnant.walla!









dan saya dah jatuh hati dgn baju kaler turqoise tu..nak jugakkk

I hate morning sickness..

tau kah anda apa itu morning sickness?
tak tau??mau tahu??jum2 i cerita..dulu pon i xtau gak ;p
hehehe..sejak2 da pegnent ni jer i amik tau
ye lah sbb ia melibatkan diri kita.cewahh....

Apa itu morning sickness?
Biasanya berlaku selama tiga bulan. Ini disebabkan oleh peningkatan paras hormon dalam darah. Deria bau pada waktu ini juga menjadi lebih kuat. Loya dan muntah boleh menimbulkan beberapa masalah seperti rasa serba tak kena, tidak selesa dan tidak bermaya untuk menjalankan tugas. Tidak semua wanita mengandung mengalami masalah ini.



Cara mengatasi morning sickness?
Ibu perlu mengambil makanan dalam kuantiti sedikit dan kerap. Ia bagi memudahkan makanan itu dicerna. Disarankan mengambil bijirin kering atau roti kering dan biskut.


okeh lihat itu..byk gak yg i bold kan..
nak tau?sbb itulah i skrg ni..at this moment that was my condition.
bezanye i bkn setakat morning je..i everytime tau..wuaaaaaa *sob sob*
ahh i feel bad.terrible.emosi xtentu pasal.
tp i tertarik dgn statement last skali tu
"tak semua wanita mengandung mengalami masalah ini"
haaaa ni yg wat lg stress..kenape?kenape?
bkn ke sume pregnant lady akan alami bnda nih ke?
tekaan silap rupenyer.huhuhuhhuhu.
tp kenape i?kenape i mengalami nye dan sgt teruk..*sigh*

at first i bole thn lg..i knew it.this is common at early pregnancy.
tp i dah nk 3 bln dah ni.mcm mn ni...resah giler..
sbb i lg prefer menjadi seorg yg kuat mkn..err kuat mkn??
hehe.food is my passion.i prefer food than this nausea.
bia la i gemuk dr i merana ngan sickness ni.
satu ape pon xbole buat.



i alah dgn sume bau2an termasuk my husband.
and bau jiran menggoreng ikan,ayam bagai wat i lg merana.
i xthn ngan bau itu..pls jgn goreng ape2..masak lah lain.i merayu nih..
wah kesian kan kt i..begitu skali rasenye mengandung.
mungkin part yg terbaik or best belum smpai lg..
i menunggu pasrah.mengharap sickness ni akan berakhir..
cepatlah mase itu..cepat lah...

I Didnt Expect That!!

hah
i rase mcm baru smlm je
i mengarut sakan psl pregnancy kt blog nie
and then suddenly i know yg i actually pregnant
waaaaaaahhhh!!!!
very impressive..
mase doc tu bgtau i pregnant i mmg shock gile
i am not smiling i am not exciting
i ve just thinking..mcm2 bnda dlm kpla ni
tak sangka yg i will get pregnant at this early time
but the doc keep smiling to me..
ahahaha..i plak naik malu..
my husband pon same senyum je xabes2..huh
and i noe that everyone pon shock jugak
bile i ckp we r 3 now..hehehehhe
rezeki Tuhan bagi terima dgn reda okeh!

..Just Wait..

uhhhh
x payah lah nk tanya2 slalu
"da pregnant lum?"
"da ada isi da ker?"

well actually i slalu je wat2 tak paham
sbb i pon xtau i nk baby ke x..erkk ye ker
*confuse* *sigh*

it's hard to explain..
bkn xsuke baby or budak kecik..
cume i dont noe how to treat them..
dun think i have the charming lovely motherhood attitude
mmg pon!i xrse excited pon tgk baby org len
or nk g dkt2..sengih2..cubit2 pp die..
berebut2 nk dukung die..ouh i just not that!

so to everyone yg concern bout me
i dont have the answer rite now..
but maybe i ll announce once i confirmed it
just wait!

Takde Keje Nih

wakaka.
sedang tade keje lgi busan duk umah
dan lgi busan bile pkir esok da keje
hurmmm ahernye update blog aje ye
sbb rase da lm x update blog.bkn sombong taw
apetah lagi jual mahal..erkk *xpe da de owg beli*
hihihihihihihi
cume xde idea.seyesly.i blank!
when so many things come out and
u hve so many things to write or speak up
but suddenly it lost.fuhhh ~~flew away.
thee mcm tuh ja.kesian kan?
tpi i still ade feeling nk blogging.
u see FEELING.yeah eventho i've no idea
any innovative.decorative.creative.impressive.positive.negative
but i maintain talkative.hahhahahaha.

orite.esok i will start keje.huhu mls nyer.
selepas almost 2weeks cuti kawen.
n esok bermula lah kembali kerjaya ku.uuuuuuuuu.
eh2.cuti kawen?alahhh gedix plak.wat2 tya.
ngee~i sudah kawen.eeeiii..unbelievable.
pls call me PUAN or MRS......
m no more miss or single okeh.haha.xde niat nk jeleskan kamoo
in reality m married.live as a newly wed couple.
sgt hepi dan gumbira dan best betul kawen nih =)
ermmm.actually sndri pn tatau nk xplain cm ne
lom pndai lgi kot.keh keh keh.
but i see everyone keeps telling me kawen itu best!
i pon kawen lah sbb nk rase ape itu best.
hahaha.okeh itu sudah mengarut!
here some of my wed pic.mls nk upload byk.
kalo nk tgk lebih leh g fesbuk i eh.
hihihihihihihi.daa


after akad nikah...


14 feb 2010


20 feb 2010


hah sikit tuh jerk.bek xpayah upload!
hehe.i bkn artis pon nk upload byk2 nih.ok lah tuh dri xde.

..14 February 2010..

haihhh xkan x kenal tarikh keramat tu kan
wut is this called.....
"VALENTINE DAY"
kalo xckp pon sume da tau.
kalo dulu mcm2 le org wat biz
x kesah la mase skolah xpun kt u
bunga rose adelah wajib!!
pastuh coklat..kan kan kan
pastuh teddy bear..uhuk *x gemar sungguh*
hmmm ape lg?
agak2 yg boypren kaye raye tu
de le special gift.
handphone ke,necklace ke,diamond ring ke,
and yg selalu happen is candle lite dinner.
ahkhakahkahakhahakahkahak.
klaka gile bile igt zaman2 tuh.
n trust me the tradition will never end.
tarikh ni mcm satu simbolik n belief
yg everyone tak sabar2 nk celebrate.huh.

i????
i pon x igt whether i penah celebrate ke x
yg pasti selama i date ngan en semut
cume sekali je i dpt gift on dat day

haa ni lah die :)
i still keep it and use it.
the first and last.pas tuh xde dah.
g pon i x interested pon ngan valentine nie.
nothing special to be celebrated.
tu kalo i lah.u olls i tatau.huhuh.

but this year tarikh tu will be my sweet memories
kehkehkeh.nak tawu sbb pe.ngeee~
ni tarikh my wedding day lah.
tp kan ade ckit konpius.
adekah tarikh kahwin tu patut diingati
or tarikh nikah tu yg sepatutnye diingati???
ouhh.konpius.
x kesah lah.yg penting tu adelah tarikh keramat i.
n for everyone yg getting married on dat day ;)
i likeeeeeeee.
ermm wut is actually i dun like at all
when people relate it to Valentine Day.sigh.
i mmg xsuke itu.coz i prefer it to CNY.heheh.
and this date pon bkn i plih.
my family decide and en semut's family agreed.
so tadaaaaaa!!
inilah kad undangan saye tuk u olls.haha
u r invited to my wedding day.







p/s:adiah digalakkan sama sekali.hukhuk.

okeh.pls ignore dat p/s tuh.i saje2 je nk poyo.

Aku kah Itu...

huhuhuhuhuhhuuhuhu
i sangat emosi sejak aher2 ini
dan tak tau pasal ape.xpenah cm ni.
kate muktamadnye emosi.ermm.
xleh2.emosi tu terlalu subjektif ke??
okeh.bia kasik clear skit apekah masalah itu.
huhuhuhhu.

lately rase sangat depressed.
sangat malas.kuat merajuk tapi tak tunjuk.
huh apekah maksudnye???jap pikir jap..
wutever~okeh okeh.lagi?
ermmm suke lonely.xmo org kacau jer.xsuke.
cepat marah.nak2 kt en poyo tuh.
tpi pelik i marah dlm hati jer.
tak ckp or xluah pon kt die.
sumtimes rase nak ckp i tak perlukan die.
ah patut ke tuh????????? *questionaire*
and sumtimes rase rindu giler kt die.
tibe2 rase meluat kt die.
and suddenly rase nak jumpe die tiap mase.

ahah.penat lah.dunno wut happen to me.
and m gettin worried.coz i gettin married.
cehhhh.betul wut??
tinggal bape hari je lagi.bkn.beberape hari.
i shud be happy.excited.nerves.but i dun have it.
really.i dun have it now.huh.
seyesly.very emotional.
sgt tertekan.tension.stress.
padahal baru je tadi hepi2 dating ngan die.
pastuh tibe2 je ilang rase tuh.
gone.away.tak tau p mane.xmo pikir.

malas skang nie.esok nak balek umah.
nk jadik anak emak ngan abah.hiiiiii~
sementara boleh jadik nie.
dan jadi sangat risau psl dorg.
takut.bile keadaan x mcm dulu.
even skrg pon bile nk balek
mak mesti nk nanges.abah mesti tya bile balek lg.
ouhhh touching.i sti rindu title anak emak abah.
i think bile aku dah kawen nti.
boleh ke mcm dulu??
ke mane je dorg pegi i lah di tgh2nye.
i lah pengikut setia.i lah si gedik manja.
i lah pemecah sunyi.penghuru-hara.
erkkk betul ke tuh???layankan je lah.


wuaaaaaa.sedey lah pulak.
dah.xmo ckp g.nk tido.daaaaaa.

19 hari je lagi????

kelip kelip kelip
same je.lom pon satu minit abes...
tu kalo kt opis lah kan.
bosan gile nk tunggu abes office hour.

tapi ni kelip kelip kelip
eh lagi 19 hari jer???
bia betul. *bajet terkejut gile la*
hahahhahaha.wat2 terkejut plak.

bukan wat2.mslhnye mmg btul pon.
rase kejap lah pulak.
patut r sume org kt opis dok tya
preparation wedding.bos pon turut terbabit.
isk isk isk
i pon menjawap dgn poyo nye "okay jer"
means i looks very rilex wif the situation.
macam xde pape jer.
kalo kt owg len tu sti da stress,tension bagai kan
busy giler.penin pon ade.nerves lagi.

tapi i????okay jer.
hahahaha klaka lah.niat tu mmg nk jawap pjg
tp x kesampaian.so pendek kan je lah.
hehehe.
well i still think dat time is running so fast
til i cant captured the date.forget about countdown.
suddenly terkejut sengsorang.
x lama je lagi.ngeri la plak.hihihihih.

"da nak kawen rupenyer die" ahaks~

♥ In Love Forever ♥

heyyy..as promise okeh
here sum pics mase my pre-wed session.
these pics sume yg ori
not edited.have funnNnN!!!!


1st spot..muke fresh lagi~


romantic tapi malu2.cettt~


cun kan saye?? *perasannnn*


landing.penat sgt~


peace.ini trademark.ahahah~


me muke blurr lagi lost~ahah



lastly.inilah kami.
tah ape2 gaye tah.yg penting senyummmm!
yeah.


murah sungguh senyuman itu.keh keh

p/s:i love u