Aku kah Itu...

huhuhuhuhuhhuuhuhu
i sangat emosi sejak aher2 ini
dan tak tau pasal ape.xpenah cm ni.
kate muktamadnye emosi.ermm.
xleh2.emosi tu terlalu subjektif ke??
okeh.bia kasik clear skit apekah masalah itu.
huhuhuhhu.

lately rase sangat depressed.
sangat malas.kuat merajuk tapi tak tunjuk.
huh apekah maksudnye???jap pikir jap..
wutever~okeh okeh.lagi?
ermmm suke lonely.xmo org kacau jer.xsuke.
cepat marah.nak2 kt en poyo tuh.
tpi pelik i marah dlm hati jer.
tak ckp or xluah pon kt die.
sumtimes rase nak ckp i tak perlukan die.
ah patut ke tuh????????? *questionaire*
and sumtimes rase rindu giler kt die.
tibe2 rase meluat kt die.
and suddenly rase nak jumpe die tiap mase.

ahah.penat lah.dunno wut happen to me.
and m gettin worried.coz i gettin married.
cehhhh.betul wut??
tinggal bape hari je lagi.bkn.beberape hari.
i shud be happy.excited.nerves.but i dun have it.
really.i dun have it now.huh.
seyesly.very emotional.
sgt tertekan.tension.stress.
padahal baru je tadi hepi2 dating ngan die.
pastuh tibe2 je ilang rase tuh.
gone.away.tak tau p mane.xmo pikir.

malas skang nie.esok nak balek umah.
nk jadik anak emak ngan abah.hiiiiii~
sementara boleh jadik nie.
dan jadi sangat risau psl dorg.
takut.bile keadaan x mcm dulu.
even skrg pon bile nk balek
mak mesti nk nanges.abah mesti tya bile balek lg.
ouhhh touching.i sti rindu title anak emak abah.
i think bile aku dah kawen nti.
boleh ke mcm dulu??
ke mane je dorg pegi i lah di tgh2nye.
i lah pengikut setia.i lah si gedik manja.
i lah pemecah sunyi.penghuru-hara.
erkkk betul ke tuh???layankan je lah.


wuaaaaaa.sedey lah pulak.
dah.xmo ckp g.nk tido.daaaaaa.

19 hari je lagi????

kelip kelip kelip
same je.lom pon satu minit abes...
tu kalo kt opis lah kan.
bosan gile nk tunggu abes office hour.

tapi ni kelip kelip kelip
eh lagi 19 hari jer???
bia betul. *bajet terkejut gile la*
hahahhahaha.wat2 terkejut plak.

bukan wat2.mslhnye mmg btul pon.
rase kejap lah pulak.
patut r sume org kt opis dok tya
preparation wedding.bos pon turut terbabit.
isk isk isk
i pon menjawap dgn poyo nye "okay jer"
means i looks very rilex wif the situation.
macam xde pape jer.
kalo kt owg len tu sti da stress,tension bagai kan
busy giler.penin pon ade.nerves lagi.

tapi i????okay jer.
hahahaha klaka lah.niat tu mmg nk jawap pjg
tp x kesampaian.so pendek kan je lah.
hehehe.
well i still think dat time is running so fast
til i cant captured the date.forget about countdown.
suddenly terkejut sengsorang.
x lama je lagi.ngeri la plak.hihihihih.

"da nak kawen rupenyer die" ahaks~

♥ In Love Forever ♥

heyyy..as promise okeh
here sum pics mase my pre-wed session.
these pics sume yg ori
not edited.have funnNnN!!!!


1st spot..muke fresh lagi~


romantic tapi malu2.cettt~


cun kan saye?? *perasannnn*


landing.penat sgt~


peace.ini trademark.ahahah~


me muke blurr lagi lost~ahah



lastly.inilah kami.
tah ape2 gaye tah.yg penting senyummmm!
yeah.


murah sungguh senyuman itu.keh keh

p/s:i love u

..SpeechLess..

haluuuuuu..
ahahahahahah. *gelak jaat*
finally i got time to update blog
which is b4 this i byk je mase
but started 3days ago..i lost it
means i dun have that happy hour anymore
my office oso dun provide internet
now internet no more di hujung jari k?
for me laaaa..very sad.pity on me


so far i still blurr wif my job.
2 many things 2 catch up.
instead of 2 many problems happen by dat time.
and i????
s p e e c h l e s s
being blurr everytime.yet missed my old work.
even tho dats the worst work i ve been thru
but very colorful to me.
i just hope i can quickly get comfort wif my new job.
do work fast.walk fast.lost weight fast.
then i will be no more fatty b2b.hehe.


ouhhhh last week i had my pre-wed outing session.
neva tot amik gmba pon very tired
maybe bcoz we started late.
n finished it by noon.sgt panas.
sum of pic i cant smile.and oso.cant open eyes
later i will upload some.y later?
coz i dun have it wif me.
hehe.
later k???
gud.

thanks for reading.daaa

G.E.M.E.N.T.A.R

x mo cite pasal xtivity mgu nih
sbb byk sgt nak cite.
later i will update wif pic..erm ade ke????


skang ni cume nak share my feelings
rase sgt gementar=nervous=anxious=worried


sebab esok start di tempat keje baru
yaaaaaa...
perasaan budak baru tuh lame da x rase
jadi sgt takut dan juge gementar



hohohhoho.. *gelak takde perasaan*
cm ne nak ilang kan rase ni.
tak boleh tido ni. *golek kanan kiri sambil kira bintang*

esok kene bangun pagi.
bukan.bangun pagi-pagi.
setelah sekian lamenye
wish me luck!!!

sape ade ubat penenang.tolong bagi sebotol due.pleasseeee

..Sonnet 18..

jum jum ari ni kite romantic2 sket
men2 love poem bagai nih.
bagai ker?aku de satu je nih
tu pon yg fevret jer.pe lagi kan shakespeare lah
sonnet 18.kan dulu se secondary school
de blaja literature.english.
wooh siap hafal g tuh.
kalo nk suh aku explain detail pn bole lah time tuh
tp tu time tuh jer.skang almost forgettable.


ni ler uncle shakespeare yg disebut2 itew.

SONNET 18

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this and this gives life to thee




gmba ni diletak tanpa reason
bajet cam pompuan dalam poem tuh
maybe sebab on top tu ade perkataan summer *dush*
mengong dahh.

..Not My Intention..

mode: happy giler.suke riang.hati bunga2. *ahaks*



reason: no reason.aiyokk.happy with no reason?? *gilak*

once again,

reason: heshhh sume je nk bgtau.okeh.ckit ja xleh over2 ya.

reason: dpt adiah.en poyo bagi.sb tu suke.kalo bole nk senyum tunjuk sume gigi untuk 48 jam seterusnye.hehe



oh okeh.saye mau share kegembiraan hati ne.tuk sape yg sudi jer.

what: sumthing special for me.
when: yesterday.
where: shopping mall.
how: accidentally happen.girl power.perhaps.
why: en.poyo intenionally wanted to give me.rezeki jgn ditolak kan.hehe

i cant show wut it is actually.
tapi boleh tunjuk beg die je lah.
i think kalo u ol tgk ni sure tau pe inside die.hihiihihi


tapi saye sgt happy.skrg pon masih tersenyum lagi.
senyum sipu.senyum malu kucin.seyum kamben.sume2 lah.
asalkan basic.root die senyum.hihhihihi
suker!!!

poyo gile.x pe syok sendri free jer.selagi x saketkan ati org len.
bole aje.



p/s: not my intention tuk bangga diri apetah lagi riak ke atas kamu.ne utk mengurangkan kegilaan saye yg senyum sorg diri mcm pompuan gile aje.

.Talking Nonsense??..

sayakah itu?
hmm saya kah itu lah.
ahah
ehehehe.
actually i ilang idea nk blogging.
seyes shit.
feels boring kalo x wat
when time to do it.suddenly missing.
wut?
goshh the idea meyy.
aiiyyaaa.

sedang tibe2 saye teringat kisah lame.
my journey wif en poyo.such a long journey.
how we met.how we fell in love.
how we make it.how we faced it.
how we goin thru.how lovely we r.
eyhh ye ker? owhhhh klaka la plak.hehe


dulu saye x cinta die.saya cuma syg die.
saye cume perlukan die.saya cuma rindu die.
never say dat i love him.
i slalu je ngelak kalo die tya soklan tuh
u noe y? bcoz i ade scandal len time tuh
hahah.jaat nye ko nih.
but it's not scandal at all.cume cinta lama
cinta pertama.sgt ssh mau lupa.

but he knows me well..
he knows when i angry.when i dislike.when i hate.
when i sulking.when i want it damn much.when i sad.
he just noe it.


den finally i think i love him.i was in love wif him.
it was years years ago.and i cant remember when.
but its not the day when i first met him.
or i first date him.or first he met my family.
it's not.it's a date dat i totally forgot.
hehe..sowii.


meriah poyo gmba nih..this is us :)


p/s:ti i sambung lek.sbb da lupe.hihihihih

What Else..

lately rase banyak sangat nk tulis kat blog
tapi bile mase nk wat tetibe je
ilang idea.huh.sendiri pon tatau



ade masalah kot.emosi.tak pon
banyak sangat mende nak citer smpai tatau nk tulis pe



ehehehehe ye kot.p xpe lah.bile idea tu dtg balik
ti akan ku sambung cerite2 mengarut ituh.ahaha

Welcome 2010

welcome 2010


erkkk sudey lambat greets for the new year
but it's still on early January
got time to wish to everyone

resolution : ??not yet finalized

still wondering and thinking..later i will catch up back.so




to those who r still studying.
i wish uolls best of luck



to those who r working.
i wish uolls prosperity and happiness



to those who r single.
i wish u'll find someone who makes ur life beautiful



to those who r married.
i wish ur happiness long lasting forever.



to those who like me = working + studying + getting married
i wish all ur dreams come true. yeahh for myself too :)